a place for me to not explode.

my simple, personal, thoughts.
A DISCLAIMER: THIS IS WHERE ALL OF MY anger, sadness, frustration, and self loathing come to play. If you care to know about it, welcome. Just don't judge me based off of what you see here. I'm not looking for attention or pity. I just need to get these things out of my head. If you don't want to see that business, kindly stay away.

I do not have the abilities required to deal with any of this

Nope nope nope nope now nope nope

Nightmares are dumb

Blurg

not ready

I’m just so exhausted and im really not sure what to do anymore 

i’m so tired of being lonely 

oh that’s right. 

I forgot it’s never supposed to work out for me